Kenny

2010-07-22T02:32:00.002+08:00

I really miss school...........................

2010-04-25T02:15:00.003+08:00

I had always wanted the holidays to come....badly....
But now somehow, I kinda regretted that looking out too much for the holidays has made me miss out on enjoying the last few days of my poly life to the fullest...

I miss everything about school...the food, the lectures, the tutorials and best of all, the company...
I really miss SCHOOL!

Army is in 4 months and 8 days time. I really need a job...not the one at the cc but a new one...badly...

And to end this post, I want to travel again once more before i officially enlist....

2010-03-03T04:29:00.000+08:00

HOW TO EVEN FIND THE MOOD TO STUDY AFTER SUCH A LONG BREAK?
ARRRRGHHHH!!!

2010-02-19T03:43:00.002+08:00

Bangkok trip with polymates - $400 plus
Possible HK trip with gang - $1000 plus
Church camp at Malacca Holiday Inn - $300 plus

DILEMMA!!!
Either I cancel one of the last two overseas trip or work like a dog for the hoildays...

Tmr's 9am psycho paper
Almost done!
Not sleeping in order to not oversleep
SO
I shall read through the braindamage (named by Mel and Jas) textbook again...

2010-02-16T03:57:00.003+08:00

I know I'm supposed to study....but I just felt so bloggy suddenly...

Ok where do I start....been ages since I last blogged....

AHH yes!
Poly life has almost officially ended for me. Can't believe that a period of 3 years just simply blinked past like that...Left with bd final report and exams than I'm done....I just hate growing up....

Classmates has seriously been an awesome bunch!....I mean come on, who can you count on to decorate your notes with stick animals except for Melswee
OR how someone like Lloyd to preach his theory about how my whole body will be completely preserved even when I die because of the 20 packets of chilli sauce that I eat each time I order something at LJS
OR having a supposed illegitimate daughter like Jasmine who also has weird, screwed up relationships with almost the whole class...
OR a couple like CH and TS who just lovesss spending every moment making out or sweet-talking in front of me in order to make me feel extremely disgusted...
OR a mafia leader like Huihui a.k.a. Hwee-jie who will tear up your throat, cut up your bones into many pieces and skin you alive if you ever dare offend her...
OR Teng2 who can easily make your day with possibly the blurest comments you can find in town...
OR Terence who can't stop ogling at guys with extremely stylish hairstyles....
OR someone like Cam who can't stop sneaking a giggle when she manages to balance the accounts...

Tell me! How to not love them to bits right?!
If only I can retain for at least another year in Poly without aging....

Oh well, I'm sure the next phase of my life that God has in plan for me will also be as awesome as ever....but I'm seriously going to miss this part of my life...

Ok I'm done here....its getting a lil too late...or early....
Time to snooze!

2009-12-31T02:38:00.004+08:00

I think I'm unfriendly to people whom I just met or haven't met for a long time...am I?

Anyway random thoughts aside....

POST MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

p.s. It takes just a "~" symbol at the end of a sentence to make a guy's typing look gay....

2009-12-01T04:36:00.002+08:00

Sudden urge to blog while bd-ing....
Sorry guys for the lack of updates over this 2 months...
A really hectic schedule and a lack of inspiration to blog are to blame for it...

As usual every sem, I will always complain during the month of november....rambling on and on about the amount of projects and schoolwork due. But this time I guess I will save up on the rambling...

Been involved in some dance performance. Had practise for about 3 weeks already and lets just hope everything will turn out well on wed.

And recently after taking up tennis as an elective, I wonder why I didn't join tennis and make it a cca during year 1. Its like a freaking awesome sport LA!! Ah well life is full of regrets...

Oh well. Not sleeping tonight for bd and also to stay awake so that I can go for treasury. Apparently skipping classes has made me really really guilty...REALLY!! esp morning classes....

Pardon me for all the random thoughts...

Mental note: Please go to church this week...
CIAO~~

2009-10-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

19 years and everyday its the same old shit.

I don't know how long I can stand it anymore....

2009-09-20T03:07:00.002+08:00

Holidays has been NICE!

Ok just a brief recap of what I have been doing through the holidays
Lets see...

-Dbl O & Road trip
-Camp meetings
-Birthday Celebrations
-Movie Marathon
-Zoo
-Dinner at NUS
-Hiking at Macritchie

I'm definitely not looking forward to taking results...
Dad finally allows me to drive his car alone...I was thinking of taking polymates to sunset grill one day...
Camp starts on Mon...

Life is good.... :D

2009-09-12T03:22:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Germaine!
Hope u enjoyed yr celebration and dedication from me together with Jayson & Thomps!
Happy Birthday Chui Hui, Jane!
Enjoy yr trip in Hong Kong Melswee!
Enjoy your trip in Australia too Lloyd!
Good Luck to Thomps, Joyce & Chin Xiang in having high sales while working in IT fair!
Really still ain't in a mood to update....

2009-08-31T04:23:00.001+08:00

Thanks all you guys for making my birthday such a pleasant one....
Shall update more after later's investment paper....wish me luckkk :D

2009-08-22T04:39:00.000+08:00

GI JOE REALLY ROCKED....

CRAA MADE ME EAT MY SOCKS...

2009-08-16T01:06:00.002+08:00

Yo amigos...

Guess whos back?...yes its yrs truly. ME!

School's ending...exams are coming...

Than its the holidays...than its school reopen again...than...ok I'm thinking too far ahead...
But anyway the main point is I'M GROWING UP TOO FAST!

How I met your mother is disrupting my studying schedule...
Thanks ch for saving me weekend by restoring my deleted bd files...

Sorry for this lame post...just really ain't in the mood to blog..

Have a good week ahead guys...

2009-07-20T02:52:00.003+08:00

That day...after getting back my horrid cf results...this thought which has been looming in my head since year one of poly year 1 came at me real strong...

"What do I really wanna be when I grow up.."

I know definitely banking has never been in my interest ever since I took some accounts module. But if i'm not interested in banking than what am I actually interested in?

I'm staying put in banking because I want to get that diploma and not waste 3 years of my poly life. I'm really trying very hard and have been draggin myself along to complete this course. Its really painful sometimes seeing all the sub-standard grades and knowing that this mediocre results could actually be a big hinder to my next step in life. This possible next step could actually be something that I'm very interested in.

Sometimes I'm just quite frustrated over my lack of ambitions. I mean its good to be simple and enjoy every of life's little aspects, but its certainly never good to not know what you are heading for in life.

I seriously wanna get into a university, studying something I like and grow up working with it. But for now, it seems so impossible...
And looking at each of my friends getting into uni or talking about uni, its real hard listening to them sometimes.

Maybe my childhood is just dented, which explains my lack of ambition...
Sorry if u guys felt weird reading this post about me...I gotta admit it is really damn mature...

I'm gonna pray so hard about this...

2009-07-16T01:22:00.010+08:00

Before investment and BD project totally get on my nerves and make me lose my mind....I think

I better have an update.

AH...its been too long....

Honeymoon week was so last week...when everything is all calm and nice...

Well brace up Kenny, for the perfect storm is coming...

Anyway, caught Transformers 2 with polymates after last paper last last thur and I gotta say it totally changed my opinion on the little cartoony characters that used to show on cartoon network...if you think transformers was good, wait till u catch transformers 2 my friend...

Followed by the rocking fun road trip last fri, it was in a way one of the best outing I ever had in my whole entire life.

2 cars. 10 people. 14 hrs of craziness

It felt weird having to sit in the front seat and having your best friend drive you around when since young, it had always been your parents doing so.

Got scared out of my pants at Jalan Kayu (almost scratched this red car during parking), Henderson waves (Heights) and Changi V (when they went and high beamed a tran)
Laughed like a nutter when they went over the hump at high speed, at Jalan Kayu when we were prata-ing and most certainly in the car when we were all damn high...

Going at 140km/h on the changi airport road feelsss SOOOO GOOD!

Damned, this road trip was sooo awesome till I had a hangover for 2 days straight....

We gotta have one more trip!!!

Poly50 training today was some hell of a training. 42.195km can be on par with it man!

10 rounds of 200m is certainly a killer

We only manage less than that and we almost died already....

Having flu certainly didn't help either....

Well, amongst this busy times, at least I have fri to look forward to, HARRY POTTER!!

Alright, BD is screwing my brain....ciao guys...

2009-06-27T04:07:00.002+08:00

OH DAMN! Why must church camp end so fast and get me back here in Singapore buried under books for revision...

I MISS CAMP AT THE PALACE OF THE GOLDEN HORSES....
I miss the daily buffets thrice a day, the shiny gold plated horse/unicorn at the lobby, the soccer sessions, the crazy "art" lessons we had on the coach back and everything else!

Anyway, despite all the procrastinating, I caught up with revision (how rare is it to hear this huh?)

Was out mugging with tengteng this afternoon at woodlands library...covered loads from investment and CRAA. Was supposed to catch transformers with gang in the evening but it didn't work out in the end....

Thus, came the unpleasant evening....
What was so unpleasant about it I don't wish to reveal. But for the sake of my own anger management, I shall give you a hint...and that is it almost pissed me off so badly to the point of self-destruction literally....

Sorry Jay for not being able to join u for dinner....
Thanks Joyce and also Thomps for being really effective coolants....I could have blown like a volcano if not because of you guys....

Alright. Time to snooze. To those not in NYP and RP, enjoy what is left of the soon-to-end holidays!

2009-05-25T23:19:00.004+08:00

Weather very hot...

So crazily hot that just now when I board the train at yishun, I was practically sweating in the train all the way to woodlands...

I think I'm gonna drink less water...so won't sweat so much...ok quite a dumb theory...

Last two weeks of school...before all the camps start coming in...

I'm gonna be SOOO damn busy during June and also this week...

And I'm totally out of inspirations to blog now...

So i think i'm gonna just stick some pics from cycling in here....yes the cycling where i lost my two tooth....

Goodbye wide smile showing front tooths....

But its harder to hold on....

2009-05-19T01:43:00.003+08:00

May has been a really special month for me...

I got to know God a lot better. He has work lots of miracle in my life and I am really very thankful for it...
I got through half of the driving lessons in May...
I got closer to my classmates
I got back together with some good friends that I once thought I was gonna lose, even becoming closer to some. I also found a lot more new ones!
I had my first blood donation
I'm going to run my first marathon of 42.195km on the 31st
I saw really big changes to my personality and mentality alike

I hope June is gonna be better...

My heart is constantly sending waves of sharp pain up my throat. Its like sore throat but it also makes me breathless. So I don't really know what is it. Heard from chenghong that it was called heart burn or something like that...maybe too much heartbreaks caused it...haha...ok not funny!
I hope it gets better by tomorrow. No worries if you are concerned...I'm alrighty strong!

2009-05-02T23:51:00.000+08:00

Lets see if "The Boy In The Stripped Pyjamas" can cheer me up....

2009-04-25T04:02:00.001+08:00

Stop making early conclusions over everything....

2009-04-23T01:24:00.003+08:00

I have a confession to make....

Last Friday/saturady morning, I went for night-cycling, slipped off my bike, fell on my face, got a big laceration on my lips and lost two tooth....

I had 7 stitches in my lips and gonna go thru root canal treatment in one month time i think?

Sorry for keeping this news late people...
I'm alright now...only left with ulcers in the mouth...

I wouldn't really call this accident a bad thing entirely (this doesn't mean I wanna encounter it again...TOUCH WOOD!!!)
I have seen some positives from this accident....even though the negatives was insufferable...

Anyway, back to work today...and intern is ENDING SOON!!!YEAH can't wait!!

and soon it will be back to school and its hustle-bustle baby!!!

Ok...off to letter writing...BYE

2009-04-14T02:14:00.004+08:00

I have lost some old friends and meanwhile, I have gained some new friends.
Than I will lose this bunch of friends I once gained and gain new ones again.
This repeats over and over, again and again

I hate this cycle....its really not the way I wanna hold my friendships...

I don't mind ditching big groups of Hi-bye friends in exchange for a small gang of true blue long-term friends, who stick with you thru your best moments and ordeals in life.

Through the years, I have seen too many types of friends...those who have been with me since long and have seen me walked down the path of life, those who have not known me for long but still matters a lot to me cause they have really showed that they care for my well-being, those that I'm still trying out friendship with, those who are friends only for the sake of it & won't care much even if something happens to me or not and also the bunch that I call the "fakes"...who only befriends u because they wanna gain something outta you...

Thank God for the first two types of buddies I have now...you guys know who you are.... :)

P.S. I'm damn happy for u LK...finally grow up already huh...haha...

2009-04-13T00:38:00.003+08:00

I feel very pissed off now...

I just punched the toilet wall and now my knuckle is throbbing...

Calm down Kenny....

2009-04-10T03:25:00.003+08:00

I ran at 1145 all the way to khatib just now from yishun...

It was a good jog. Rheumatism on legs caught up after stop at seletar reservoir but WHO CARES?!
I had a nice pace...I had my best friend running next to me...I had plenty to think about while running...

ENDORPHINS ROCKS SOCKS!!!!

Anyway, I had to bear with the rheumatism afterwards and walk all the way back home...talked about the most recent dream with pal and yeah, it still troubles a lot....

I'm still very surprised at how something so virtual like a dream can suddenly make you do a big twist of fate....not the wrestling one but one which screws up your thinking badly.

Just when I thought I already concluded it long ago, it came back...ALL BECAUSE OF A DREAM!!!

GEEZ...nevermindddd...

2009-04-03T01:11:00.001+08:00

I wanna blog but I'm at a loss-of-words state....

2009-04-02T01:24:00.003+08:00

Looking at stacks is never enjoyable....

Poly year 2 is ending & I'm having attachment now. Then, I'm going to graduate in one more year & it will soon be NS followed by God-knows which university, or not cause I'm not even sure whether I will still be going for a degree...TOO FAST!!

I'm don't wanna grow up. Its a really bad thing. The experience I have is not enough for the real life yet...
I'm still lazy when it comes to doing serious business like working or studying and I still haven't had ambitions for my future yet
I don't even know whether I'm gonna stick to banking in Uni and I'm not even sure whether any Uni will want me
I haven't had enough of the playful, carefree, less political student life yet
I complain too much and do too little work...still childish
I suck at stress-handling

The impending working life scares the shit outta me....

I guess attachment really gave me a insight into the fast-paced work life. Struggling to wake up in the morning or trying to stay awake at work or the inability to differentiate work and play. All this can really cause me my job dearly in the future...

Sorry for shocking you readers by posting sudden, weird life stuffs about me....
I was just feeling rather worried about my future...

2009-03-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

ARRRGGHHH...If not because of freaking attachment this sem, I could have been in either genting now or camp tomorrow...

Hi, my name is shaggy and I'm shag....

2009-03-23T23:38:00.012+08:00

I feel like I'm in hell now....

My legs is aching, my back is stinging thanks to the sunburns, my legs have blisters and I'm so tired right now that if fatigue can be cured with food...I would have swallowed an elephant and still say "Seconds, please!"

Jogged just now and now I feel EXTREMELY loosen...very relaxed...
And I didn't know that jogging gives u a positive mindset...its like I can accomplish anything right now even without a hint of low-confidence. Damn, Men's health didn't tell me this....

Attachment is so tiring that sleeping 8 hours a day isn't enough to keep you fully awake at work. Tomorrow I'm going to some company to do auditing...hope its gonna be interesting...

Pictures from sentosa..........

Nice scenery :)

And some really overdue pictures..

Group picture finally BYE...

A picture at top of vivo....

Haha...*nudge terence

Very long ago...dinner with them...

Ok...VERY TIRED already...BYE

2009-03-08T22:31:00.001+08:00

Just when one unrest is finally resolved, another one just had to step in...WHEN WILL IT END?

2009-03-08T03:22:00.007+08:00

I'M BACK!!!

...sadly to just upload some photos only. I really don't know what to blog about cause life has been very bad and I don't know how to start...

Till then, enjoy the photos!

Zouk after last paper...

And a very touching send-off for Claire...

This was freaking sad...

There is a group photo but I think its in her cam...gotta wait than....Her agent only allowed her 5 mins to bid farewell to us only, freaking un-feeling and inhuman...Damn, I'm so gonna miss her...

Oh ya, there is also photos for 03's dinner gathering and thambi's post-army celebration...but I haven't got them yet so ya...next time...

Ok guys, I'm sorry for not giving a proper update...but I promise one on my next update...I'm sure of that...till then, have a nice week ahead :)

2009-02-24T22:58:00.001+08:00

I didn't appreciate it initially and now its back to make me regret....

2009-02-19T03:26:00.002+08:00

EVERY BREATH U TAKE...
BLAW TOOK HALF AWAY...

EVERY MOVE U MAKE...
BANKING SEEMS TO BE A MISTAKE....

I WANNA SHOUT **** YOU!!!

2009-02-14T23:27:00.009+08:00

Had a hanging out session with claire and colleagues last wed at Holland V...

Coffee Bean-ed, NYDC-ed and Harry-ed over at Holland V...

She has been like a damn close friend to me at work...
Will be sending her off on the 24th regardless of exams...

Paalam At Mag-ingat

2009-02-01T04:43:00.003+08:00

Today, I was on the phone with someone followed by msn chatting with another...

N its conversations like this that makes u think that there is still some good left in this world...

THANK GOD!!!

2009-01-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

Stress built up made me sick...which made me miss phototaking today....sorry to class for not turning up....

I super duper hate this period...it turns me into some weird guy who thinks abnormally and makes me feel constricted mentally...It also gives me a ability...called PMS....

The faster all the projects and exams ends, the better it is.......

2009-01-07T01:09:00.006+08:00

I know I'm so supposed to study for FF...but can't help it la...got some really memorable funny videos to share....

This was done in Northpoint...I'm the one on the extreme left...bern in the mid and sam extreme right....if u think this was nuts...see the video below...

Lucky i was not in this....so DAMN EMBARASSING!!!

I miss my young days....

2009-01-05T02:17:00.006+08:00

YES MAN!!!

Ever had this feeling when you know that life really sucks a lot but that it doesn't matter cause you would always have a bunch of fun-loving and caring friends waiting to make your day?...well I just did... :)

2009-01-01T19:24:00.004+08:00

Its 2009...happy new year!...

2008 was screwed up....hopefully 2009 would be better....

To continue keeping family and friends close to heart...
Keep my GPA from going below 2.0...
Stop dilly-dallying and wasting away my life...
To be less skeptical about myself...
To get a nice haircut for once in my life....

Surely 5 resolutions is not too much??...

2008-12-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

I lost a lot this week.....

2008-12-14T03:49:00.002+08:00

I just wasted 1 hour 36 minutes of my life seeing tottenham and man utd draw to a boring tennis-like soccer match....

Anyway,
Christmas party with Lydia and her church frens at Geek terminal today was nice....

I loved the ambience there together with its coffee...it really reminded me of the cafe job that I was once in....I really gotta hangout there with my bunch of frens one day...one fine day...

Caught two movies this week...
Four christmases was ultimately funny and ROFL to the max...and whats best is that it was FREE thru staff complimentary tickets....
CAPE NO 7 WAS SUPERB!!!!...it was super hilarious, touching, and super romantic.....

QUARANTINE next i guess??...

Some really random stuffs.....
1) I downed 4 bottles of yakult just now...the toilets gonna love me tomorrow...
2) I was thinking and thinking and thinking a lot for 3/4 of today....
3) I said "pass the ball to colleagues" instead of teammates while watching soccer with thomps just now...
4) I been listening to sungha jong "last christmas" for 3 hrs straight already n still not sick....
5) I am gonna post another video of him........

Sorry arh...can't help it...good stuffs must share what....

I NEED A GUITAR SOON!!!!!

2008-12-12T17:48:00.002+08:00

HEY CHUMS...sorry for the long hiatus from blogging...
I was just simply too lazy to type in blogger.com and start ranting away....

BUT anyway,
I have been rotting at home till bag of bones since start of holidays till now

Just felt too lazy to do anything or go out la....

Wanted to start reading up twilight (yes yes, I'm real slow........) but have stalled at page 47 to the 434 pages currently....

Am really at a real confusion now on whether to quit cathay or not...Some nasty memories there and miserable pay aside...I still had those other great times and moments where i really felt fun and love there....they really brighten up my life at work after a dull day of school...shit, I'm really acting like a girl now....to quit or not to quit...HMM?!...

Christmas is around the corner and somehow, I wanna celebrate it differently this year...but it still remains to be seen how I am going to do it...

And talking about christmas, I came across this real cool video on youtube....

BELIEVE IT OR NOT?!...THIS boy, named Sungha Jung from South Korea, is only freaking 12 years old....and look at the way his playing the guitar. He simply kick those self-proclaimed guitar hero's asses. I was real touched just by looking at the video...

Okla, gotta go off to cape no 7 with esther liao....see ya...

2008-12-02T02:10:00.003+08:00

CAN I PLS GET MY PRIORITIES RIGHT??!!

2008-11-18T01:23:00.002+08:00

This few weeks has been bad...

With all the project deadlines looming so near and yet, projects halfway done...I can't help but sense a big cocked up approaching....

And somehow,
Its just weird that...

I'm suddenly feeling a surge of extreme loneliness....
I need my social life and having a someone to bore my troubles to...

I know I have been telling a lot of people off for being emo and I should heed what i advise others...

But I guess I'm still human after all, who will still get an emotional breakdown at some point in life regardless of the fact that I'm always telling myself to stay cheerful all the time...

"Keep living through those bad times in life and good things will surely happen your way..."
Well this was what I used to tell myself to keep me feeling optimistic...

But somehow it doesn't work now, and it was all because of other people's life...
All the images and happiness that I just saw from others ain't helping...

I really shouldn't be feeling like that, its just simply ridiculous....

I guess it must be due to overworking or stress that I'm feeling this way

I don't know.................

I should probably go sleep early and stop tinkering with my thoughts....

2008-11-13T23:45:00.003+08:00

I'm damn addicted to david archuleta's Crush...

And I think I share same sentiments with what thompy posted...

I really do miss veejay...

All that I wanna say is most probably covered by him...so I guess a picture will do?

I took a picture with a head hindu priest today... :)

2008-11-04T01:46:00.006+08:00

Finally got my Ipod...the 4th generation orangey iPod, which means no more long rides to school or to home without hooked-up music entertainment..

School life's beginning to pick up...projects and tutorials are really getting more n more demanding. All modules seems like a killer.

MA2

Business Law

Financial market

Not doing tutorial now is as good as self-suicidal. Thats why yours truly is now mugging his MA2 individual project even though he just ended work...this is some really shaggy-saures rex shit....

Work was fine except for the constant sexual harassments by xiaoqi, trying to act mushy and all the time assaulting my nipples...sat minibar with her...JIALAT...I think I'm gonna bring chestplates...haha...

Saw old friend fifi there too...ended work and headed home tgt and as usual crapped a lot...

Was real good talking to old friend.... :)

Cold war with mum...as usual over work issues again...

Well at least there are people like mantou in CF to share with...

I must admit that the CF people are the 1st bunch of pals to hear about my life stories...really feels good sharing with them my personal problems....

Must thank esther too for helping me pass thru that hard-to-forget club experience...hearing me yalp everyday...and i hope u get over whatever u are finding difficult to get thru now. And anytime u need someone to listen to u, just gimme a call...ok buddy?

Ok la...gotta get back to project...damn tired but still...no choice....GOODNIGHTS!!!

2008-10-26T04:51:00.000+08:00

oh my word...kenny you are just unbelieveable....

2008-10-23T01:54:00.003+08:00

Gonna make this a fast post and I'm gonna hit the bed soon...gotta wake up at 6am still for 8am class....

Everything has been pretty normal and going in same cycles nowadays...

EAT
SLEEP
SHIT
STUDY

Tennis that day with cous and uncle at my uncle's friends condo. Was a pretty good workout considering that I haven't exercised a lot....think my interest for tennis is back to BURNING...soo...who's interested for a match?...haha

Also been hanging out often with cf-ers...thanks luke, fuji and gang for being such great company. I really had fun laughing at all the crappiness and lame jokes that u guys can produce...and somehow I don't know why...I feel like I needed to thank joyce too...haha...tell you another time when I recall why...HAHA

Following happenings this next 4 days...
Fri - A lil catch-up to HEROES SEASON 3!!
Sat - Might be donating blood with dicki and gang in the morning, Bugis shopping with cous and lk in the afternoon, followed by clubbing with jay and thongs at night...
Sun - Go ben's church
Mon - BGR TALK with cf-ers

OK LA.....off to sleep i must go...Until than, CYA!!

2008-10-15T02:13:00.011+08:00

MISS YOU THANYA!!!...MEET UP REAL SOON!!!...

Sentosa photos and reunion camp photos as promised!!!

All credits to joyce for sending me the photos...or maybe not cause she pushed her mutiply account to me to save all the photos myself....haha

jamaica farewell party pictures also...

basically all photos on this post...you know...let the pictures do the talking....

Jamaica farewell pictures!!! (and scandalous video!!!) sorry for blurry pics...

Have a safe trip home...sorry for not sending u off... :(GUILTY proven!! REUNION!!!

Beach-ing

Lovable group mates!

With much memories,

I wanna listen to "look what you've done" without remorse.....

2008-10-12T03:52:00.004+08:00

Saw the 4th generation Ipod when i went out with cous and lk that day...
I think i badly wanna own it...thats why next pay is going to it.

Sentosa and camp reunion photos with cf people will be out on next post...

and cf sessions starting from next week on tue and wed with sp and np ppl...

Dyeing hair with esther soon...maybe cut...

Thats all for life now...

Oh ya did i say?...next week is still the holidays...i hope...FAT HOPE FAT HOPE!!!

2008-10-06T02:49:00.004+08:00

Had virgin clubbing experience at ST james with fellow colleagues on sat...

It really feels good to just unwind on the dance floor and gulp down shots after shots of liquor...

I wanna go back again!!...

Sentosa with CF people on wed...EXCITED!!!

2008-09-29T02:07:00.004+08:00

I'm too lazy and lethargic to blog out my camp photos and my day...so I'm gonna end this post with a picture of the day...

Who says chicken don't fly?...

2008-09-27T14:16:00.004+08:00

I wanna blog about camp...but there is too much about camp to be blogged...so I shall start a very big tribute to everyone that made an impact on me in camp...

THANK YOU TO

Michelle, Andrew, Brenda, Lydia, Ting wei, Tian en, Kenneth, Yeesuan,Joyce, Hui Qi, Sherry, Sebastian, Yalin for being such great company during camp and for being such wonderful groupmates...and thanks for teaching me the different beliefs on christianity and letting me learn so much...

Also thanks to the different committee members that made this camp possible and also thanks for making it so memorable...

And also fellow campmates that made it so happening..love you guys!

2008-09-19T03:47:00.002+08:00

EVERYBODY'S GOING OVERSEAS!!!...WHEN IS MY TURN COMING????? :O

2008-09-14T04:52:00.002+08:00

TODAY WAS A GREAT DAY!!
Somehow yesterday, after the walk in OCH..i somehow feel very lucky and feeling funny today...

No I'm not being followed by you know what...I don't know...somehow my personality just changed today...its a very funny feeling...

But anyway, I'm still traumatised by the freaky scary walk down the dark corridors of the old ruined building...kudos to jayson who really knows his way around the place...

Bed creaking, door creaking, windows shutting n opening by themselves...this sounds were kind of common in there....ok seriously, this post is sending shivers down my spines...

Well OBVIOUSLY there are no pictures...I mean only crazy asses would dare take pictures in there...

n i simply can't believe my mom n dad encouraged me to visit that place...

Well overall, it was a nice trip...nice spooking trip...

2008-09-13T08:36:00.000+08:00

I'm back ALIVE!!! from och....

2008-09-12T18:57:00.003+08:00

Its reaping what u sow....I feel so damn hated.

2008-09-06T03:54:00.002+08:00

If only love could just happen as simply like movies...where the protagonist just meets a stranger n by a twist of events...they end up together in a mere short time of 2 hours or even lesser...

Arr fuck it laaa....

2008-09-05T03:41:00.006+08:00

Sentosa on wed was real awesome...like REALLY awesome...

Got to saw chewloo and her bunch of peeps...n that was also real AWESOME...

The weather was also AWESOME

The bikini wearers were also AWESOME...ok just kidding...

and lastly....the ultimate awesome thing of this whole trip was the surprise...the birthday surprise that is...

I totally didn't expect it...it was AWESOME!!!

but the surprise really made my day...and not forgetting those that wished me on msn, sms..

I had a happy 18th :) ...THANKS GUYS!!!

some photos taken in sentosa and some late veejay and angelica send off photos....

SENTOSA!!!

Us with some of chewloo's frens

Thanks guys!

Loved this one...thanks again..

LATE PHOTOS!!!

I just love my work mates.... :)

2008-08-28T06:49:00.003+08:00

U know something...I hate the hours before last exam papers...they seem to like finally show u the lights from the end of a tunnel but u are not out yet...get the feeling???

Ok nevermind if you don't cause I'm just blabbering away at 6.45am in the morning, being unable to fall into dreamland and being unable to contain my excitement to the start of holidays...which means more sentosa, chalet, BBQ, soccer, badminton and WORK!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...ok ciao guys...I think I'm going nuts from all the studying!!

2008-08-25T03:02:00.003+08:00

Today...I'm feeling a bit video-ish...so maybe I shld let my videos do the talking...

The hardest laugh...

The sniggering....

The enjoyables....

The favourite...

Sry for not replying of tags...not like anyone bother to tag nowadays anyway...haha

GOTTA STUDY!!!...ja mata...

2008-08-22T07:28:00.010+08:00

I'm really gonna miss the duo of veejay and angelica badly...like reallll badly...

The sending off was touchful...the hugs and goodbyes were totally uncountable and priceless...

Not sleeping for three days straight has really taken a toll on my fatigue...

Sending them off took a greater one on my emotions....

I'm one that gets emotional easily even though I do not cry to show it...

Seriously, two memorable people has just left and they will certainly be missed and thought over again and again..

Some photos taken as very precious memories of the long lost and hopefully not easily forgotten....

Before their arrival...some camwhoring...

After their arrival...

And alas...

To be missed... : )

2008-08-21T04:13:00.003+08:00

Tell me why am I feeling so severely uneased and unable to sleep even though I have already read through the whole bfi textbooks...memorise the stuffs...trying out the past test papers...WHY?

2008-08-18T03:23:00.005+08:00

Ok lum's laughing...me blogging very funny meh?!

Anyway, i myself am surprised that once blog sensation strikes....I can actually blog up to two post!!...

AND can someone get me to study pls...like pls...I really need to start hitting the books man..LIKE REALLY NEED!!

CPF
TEMASEK HOLDINGS
SINGPAPORE STOCK EXCHANGE MARKET

YES...this are the bitches I'm talking abt...I NEED TO STUDY THEM FOR THUR!!
followed by cashflow etc etc, den yahoo NETS etc etc...

Betcha don't understand what I'm talking about right...hahaha...nevermind...as long i understand them ok already...cause if I don't...I'M SCREWED!

This was what lum said during a normal msn chat at 4am...we were planning a overseas trip..sorry if u can't see...

LOL!!!!!!!!!damn right man...first week of aug...

Veejay and angelica is leaving for manilla on the 22 aug in the morning...damn I'm gonna miss him...he has acted like a big brother to me during workdays with him...we chatted practically about everything...from gossiping to confiding...you name it...His presence will definitely be missed man...and angelica too...even though I don't really talk to u very often...we still had those time when we crapped and joked like no tomorrow...I still remember that u actually can sing quite a few number of chinese songs from the show "meteor gardens"...LOL..Have a bon voyage man...

Thanks for being such a great buddy/brother!!

2008-08-18T03:08:00.002+08:00

To my best fren a.k.a. sister!!

O.C.H.

I hope you are looking at this...and I hope when you are looking at this, You have already got back to the old cheerful sister I once knew. Because the old sister I once knew would never stumble and fall at any obstacle. Sorry I couldn't make u feel any better because I really suck at consoling others. But if by anytime and anywhere you need someone to talk to, to cry to, to vent out to, to grumble to or to confide to....I would gladly be at your service...

:)

2008-08-01T01:55:00.002+08:00

Hectic project period is almost officially over!!!!!!

Poly50 and tests and exams are reaching....

Stress gone...stress come...stress gone...stress come...stress gone...stress come...

I really can't wait for 28th of august man...

And I really agree my project standards sucks big time....

Anyway today's work for the gala premiere of the new star wars movie at TC was some son of a bitch fun shit man...was late due to lessons...and talking about lessons, I think Mr david tan is pissed with me...yeah...I spoked uncivilisedly without thinking and so...I'm really sorry and pls don't send me to egg farm for internship!!...

Back to where I was, thanks to fifi for waiting even though I was late...didn't managed to see George Lucas and it kinda sucks...never got to see suhaimi too...damn curious how he looks like, the CEO of cathay...

Met some really great people there like sham, hamilye (dunno how to spell your name..), mao, cherry, desiree, don, and some many other people but I forgot their names...

Hearty talk with fifi after work was pleasurable...made me thought about some stuffs...

Scorching heat making my skin problem relapse again...

So many stuffs happening tomorrow, RWPS trial presentation, GEMS MCQ test, possible catching of "red cliff" with lum & co, work, crapping....

So I will have a early nite...AT 2.15AM!!!

2008-07-25T02:10:00.002+08:00

CRAP...2006/07 cashflow question just can't be balanced!!
I swear CFS is making me go bonkers!!

Life has been real stress for this past two weeks, skipped school today just to specially study for FA. Been skipping FA tutorials since last week...wonder if June Lim is dumping me into the "hopeless" list. CRM been badly jeopardized by my attendance too...
Oh geez, just when will I learn and stop skipping like that...

And I really hope that I can mend up my relationship with my classmates. Ever since stress caught up with me, I haven't been able to communicate well with them like I used to and I don't really like this feeling...

Well in the midst of all this dark times, at least there's still work to look forward to tomorrow. Its always work that makes me feel free...

I guess its back to studying before I flip and flop my FA again...

2008-07-10T02:15:00.006+08:00

Honestly, I'm at a loss of words now...
This is probably the darkest hour of my life...

Fucked up results, fucked up social life, fucked up work life, fucked up emotions, fucked up school life.....

This song probably describes my life best now...

2008-06-25T19:16:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 18TH!!!

HEY HUIHUI...OR HWEE HWEE...OR HUI SQUARE or whatever they call you...
I know its kind of late, BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!...huh...isn't this click five?
Finally legalised heh....Don't need to sneak in for M18 movie anymore for the rest of your life huh...haha...

Mugging at drive-thru mac at sembawang road sure was effective and yet boring...but it was all for the greater good!!!!

Till friday...ADIOS!!!

2008-06-23T07:10:00.004+08:00

*brushes cobwebs off

Sure is dusty in here isn't it...haha...

Of all time I chose to revive my blog...I had to choose it to be at such an untimely time of 709am?!!...(I didn't sleep at all for the whole night due to MA1 and partially my late waking up of 430pm ytd...)

Anyway, life has been normal...stopped work last week and this week. And damn I gotta say, I really miss my colleagues....never mind, I will be back before you even know it dearest cathay...

A lot of things happened since my last post, but since there's so much things going on and with MA1 test coming later in the afternoon, I will try to make this short and sweet...

Class barbeque was success at lloyd's house, this kinda happened like dunno how many gazillion weeks ago but yeah...just felt like posting it out. I had fun, the people had their vodka, half-drunktards went high and most importantly, david tan had his chicken wings...haha...

Had a overnight studying session with mr thompy a.k.a. thongs the night before at Northpoint's mac and it sure was "productive"...saw shirley and eunice who were there mugging their guts out too...

Managed to concentrate at around 130am and that damn macdonald's staff had to turn on the tv........which in turn led me to EURO2008, maybe I should sue them for this (FYI, mac always gets sued for all the wrong reasons...)

Saw a damn cruel twist of fate during the croatia vs turkey match...shan't elaborate more about it...all I can say is this goes to prove that life is seriously damn unfair...

PHOTOS!!!

LASTLY,

DBF/03 is da sex man!!

Wish me luck for MA1, I will need it...

2008-05-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

DEAD DEAD DEAD...to delete or not to delete...just kidding!!

Will be updating in a few days, and thats when I get my camp photos...

2008-04-29T00:24:00.002+08:00

Dunno why I'm so into blogging this few days...maybe because I'm not that sick of it already...
Might be because of loads of troubles that I would like to take it out on the blog or might be just that I'm into the mood...

ANYWAY...

Somehow, I have been seeing a lot of freshies in school this new sem...really make me feel damn old la...I think I did not really get to enjoy my freshies' day to its fullest and in a moment of time, *zoom* I'm now in year 2...SHIT!!!

Some things have been bothering me a lot this past few months, and i gotta say the burden of it has been increasing bit by bit each time I think about it...this really sucks big times..why do I always get a reminiscence of all this disasters all the time...I'm trying hard to forget but somehow...it doesn't seems to work...arr forget it...

2008-04-27T03:41:00.003+08:00

Shucks man....work just ended...

Well...surely has been a long time since I last updated...

The new sem sure has been real fine, I mean with even cooler classmates and more interesting modules to take...surely it cannot get any more dull isn't it?...ok maybe I'm lying about the modules part...I mean who enjoys S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G...but I'm certainly not lying about the classmates one...

You really gotta check them out man!

Caught funny games with them last wed and was crapping about topics ranging from "how to have sex" to "Losing a tummy in 80 days" (laughs at ts!) at taka's pepper lunch before the movie...and I think that the director who directed funny games really knows how to kill la...which is unfortunately...not my cup o' tea...

And there is one thing that i would like to apologise to everyone for, that is for the big mouth of mine. I found out that I have a very strong tendancy to try and joke about every single things and when my joke gets a lil' too personal...I tend to get overboard...I'm really sorry to anyone whom I offended with this mouth of mine...sorry sorry sorry...

Now about the emo part...

I have been thinking a lot about some stuffs recently and when I think too much or too long...I do get emotional...be it angry, sad, confused or irritated...
I dunno why the hell am I still holding on when its clear that I dun even feel welcomed by all of them...talked to certain someone quite a long while ago and I say I will think about it...but it seems like things are kinda too clear for me...so with the question popped...should I leave or not to leave...I mean I will miss the fun I had...but fun alone is not what i wanted...

Or maybe I deserve a kick in the nuts...cos I might have thought too much...

2008-04-11T14:57:00.000+08:00

It really sucks being the minority....

2008-04-08T02:34:00.002+08:00

Wo...I'm finally free from organising equipments for camp games...

Camp was seriously a hell of a blast man...

I SORT of enjoyed myself down there...

and met some new people...

Cried like shit during camp break dunno for some reasons when I'm not even suppose to...

Made me love the fact that I'm actually a SPSSC member... :D

2008-03-30T21:45:00.002+08:00

Prep camp was fun...all the shouting cheering playing preparing was fun...I mean no point exaggerating here how fun it was cos you really nidda experience it to know how good it was...

Some problems arised on the 2nd night but it was nothing, I'm pretty sure everyone dealt with it fine...

Another 3 more days...and I guess i would be gone again...for actual camp...

Oh well...rest i need...off I must....

i feel like an idiot among them...

2008-03-25T03:12:00.003+08:00

WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...
WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...
WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...
WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...
WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...
WHEREHASKENNYLAMDIEDTO?!...

Well for your info...work, camp stuff, and a lil teeny weeny bit of laziness has caused me not to blog that often nowadays...

KENNYLAMFOUNDWORK?!

yeah...cathay...with a miserable pay of just 4 bucks...but anyway..its better than having no job...besides...hw many chance do you have in life to pop popcorn?..right?..

MMDRS!!

Lets go ecp soon...right after my prep camp ok?...

Ok nites guys...

2008-03-08T10:02:00.003+08:00

Suppose an early blog post for once won't hurt huh...

Damned I.T. fair haven called yet...being on stand by since thur...I NID MONEH!!!

They say money makes the world go round...I say money makes my butt go round

Aiya..my purpose of blogging is to grumble here only...nth much...haha..

anyway, might be MIA-ing for 3 fine, hopefully well spent days next week for chalet with
ex-s1-ians...okok..cya guys

2008-03-02T03:28:00.002+08:00

I GOT INTO DBF/2A/03!!!..the 6th time in my 12 years of education life I have gotten into class number 3..OMGWTFBBQ...same class as mel and a few that I'm not very familiar with...yet...

And I really cannot wait for chalet & bbq with s1 people...imagine meeting all your old good and best friends from secondary in one night...geesh...and i finally get to meet up with my damn gd buddy,choo yisiang!! that is if u are going...cos if u are, WE can finally start bitching again..

okok...really damn tired alr...guess thats all...still haf boring surveying job tmr...cya..

2008-02-27T10:32:00.000+08:00

1030
its soon here...
the damn results...

2008-02-26T14:17:00.004+08:00

I think the newest gundam anime is superb...not being childish or what la, but this series really differentiates itself from the other series by a lot. Other than the parts where you get to see robots fight each other to pieces, it shows how selfish humans can be when it comes to attaining their own ambitions...anyway...catch it...its really worth your time...

And I really love their opening theme song...

Ok enough of free publicity for them...

I haven met the mmdrs for damn long already...I thought mmdrs always roam wild during the holidays?!...so when is our first outing gonna be??

And did I mention I got a job in the I.T. fair thanks to lina...8 bucks per hour...woohoo

well thats all thats all of my happenings....cos its been home home n more home nowadays....

I HATE BORING HOLIDAYS!!!

2008-02-19T02:27:00.005+08:00

Well well...this holiday really bores the shit outta me...as in literally...

I have been shitting 4 times daily every day since exam ended...not kidding...toilet bowls seems to be my bestest fren now...especially the ones at home...I have shitted so many times there that if they could talk, they would say..."Can you please stop planting your ass on me..." And I think its all thanks to the chinese medicine I'm currently taking...didn't knew they worked as well as laxative...
(pls lum, dun come steal them for diet purposes....even though u really nid one for yr flabs...JKJK... dun kill me :( )

And I'm not kidding that this holiday is boring...I was just teenagering...haha inside joke inside joke, right ccm? Ok la, it wasn't REALLY very boring la...cos this is the very 1st holiday that I had to have with my friends having exams and that is because they are frm other polys, so I can only go out with SP students...and I'm not digging at any NYP-ians or NP-ians or JC-ians or whatever -ians studying miseries...I was really just typing out what I'm thinking...so yeah...hope everyone gets good results...

Talking about results, mine is out on 27th feb *shivers*
I DUN WANNA FORWARD!!!
I'm not asking for much...as long as I dun forward I happy liao...
SO PLS, pass me SP!!...

NEXT!!! I feel really guilty not being able to help lum with her studies...cos I can only teach myself well and not really others...SRY LUM!!!...thats why I have always told myself...My chances of being a teacher is as good as Major Tan saying "false alarm" instead of "fall alarm" for once (inside joke again inside joke again...)
Anyway back to topic, SRY LUM AGAIN!...I broke my promise that I would teach u econs and stats after my exams...luckily still got ben and dick to help u though...SRYSRY...and u better study hard...dun keep slacking off...and STOP SIGNING IN TO MSN WHEN U STUDY...maybe only when u wanna talk to me (hehe..) but other than that...NO!!
All the best to your exams lum!

Alas, remember Don and Drew, the crazy pair who used to Dj-ed at 98.7fm...well this is something that might interest u...and once again..I must warn u...Dun drink and watch...you will regret it... :)

and ya...lastly...

ANY 4S1'06 LOOKING AT THIS POST PLS LOOK HERE...ME AND CHOY BERNARD HAVE ORGANISED A 3D2N CHALET AT PASIR RIS WHICH IS ON THE 10TH OF MARCH TO 13TH OF MARCH...THE CHALET IS THE ONE NEAR THE DOWNTOWN EAST MULTI-STOREY CARPARK. WE WILL BE HAVING BBQ ON THE 1ST NIGHT AND PLS TRY TO COME COS WE ALL HAVEN MET UP FOR A LOOOOONNNGG TIME ALR!! PLS TELL ME THRU MSN OR SMS WHETHER YOU ARE STAYING OR ONLY COMING FOR THE BBQ...AND THIS INCLUDES THE JC BUNCH COS I HEARD FRM WEIJIE THAT ITS ALR HOLIDAYS!!...THANK YOU!!!

2008-02-14T23:21:00.002+08:00

Just went viewing elizabeth's blog and saw one of her past post which has this vid on it. And I swear after watching it, it got me fuming mad....

Our dear country friend Taiwan decided to insult Singaporean's english...

Through one of their variety shows, they say that we, Singaporeans speak like this...

Quotes a few e.g. like...

Instead of tissue paper...they say we pronounce it as "tisu paper"
Instead of hurry up...they say we pronounce it as "herri arh"
Instead of pregnant, they say we pronounce it as "pegnant"

Ok, lets not get vulgar right now (even though I can seriously swear like nobody's business now)

They say we suck in english, but at least we have a huge percentage of people capable of speaking english regardless of perfect or lousy english. And surely our number of capable english speakers is more than them.

SO PLS, if they wanna insult us, they should take a good look at their own current english state 1st...I think they seriously are not worth my time talking about...and whos knows...one primary school kid might just kick the ass of an taiwanese adult in english...

2008-02-13T14:22:00.006+08:00

WOOT....Seems ages since I last updated...

Lots to tell you guys but firstly, EXAMS ARE OVER!!!...ok I know I'm kinda slow to say this after the exams are over for like 18 DAYS?!!!
Oooook....I gotta say I fared well and not too well for the exams but this time I'm very sure I gave in my all for the exams...so there's nothing really ashamed to be abt the outcome of the results.
so hopefully, I can say...HERE I COME DBF YEAR 2!

CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Day 1

Was pure boring (if you exclude collecting ang pows...) as my last destination was my grandmother house...no shows no gambling no nothing except eat n eat n eat...so around 7 to 8 plus I left for YCK to meet lum and thongs and than meet the rest of the clique to watch

AH LONG PTE LTD...Rate it 8/10...the other two points deducted is because the show was mostly in Hokkien and cantonese and I gotta say I hate shows in dialects...they seem to downgrade the movie....and the other point is because THEY SHOWED FANN WONG'S BUTT NAKED...and I wonder why they still rate it a PG-type movie... o_O...

Day 2

Arr....this was where the money rolled in...I won $30 dollars in blackjack at my grandmom house and obviously...the biggest loser was my uncle...who lost $100 in total...

And yesterday yesterday, lost $10 at ben's house in mahjong thanks to G's inhuman mahjong skills....

And wooo...simple plan's new album is out...YEAH BABES!!

And oh ya...did I say I'm gonna work at botak jones..everybody say it with me...

DAMN GOOD FOOD AT DAMN GOOD PRICE...

2008-01-25T00:42:00.001+08:00

I just found out I always tend to blog on the day before my exams....which is a very bad habit...
:X

BUT

I have already finish studying my stats and its gonna be a really short one...
Just wanna post a few things...

Been feeling quite satisfied with myself this month, did study in advance(weeks that is) for almost all my exams...really hope that I don't screw up at the final moment...

And regardless of whatever that happen in the past, I'm very happy that all is well for the class...been enjoying myself with you guys recently(esp when we fucked the other class during IDEAS :) ) and I gotta admit it will kinda be weird to be splitting up at the end of this sem...so yeah..take care everyone and all the best in life...

Lastly...

To my cous and sotong lk, I know you guys now are at chalet and can't see what I'm posting now...but what is done cannot be undone...so no point pondering over the results and getting dissapointed over it yeah?...just enjoy the rest of your holidays to its fullest and be prepared to work hard in whatever course you choose...May you get the course you want!

2008-01-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm back again...this time on a slightly low spirit though...Seems like I finally got gripped by stress and every thoughts that are currently playing with my mind...which is rather heart wrenching when u simply can't let it out..or should i say...dunno hw to let it out....

I dunno whether the things I'm getting frustrated about is really my true emotions or issit because of the stress build up cause of the upcoming exams. You know, I really wish to just let it all out on someone and just walk away. But I will be very unwilling to bring my unhappiness out to my friends, knowing that it will affect them too. Sometimes, its very obvious that my mood is lousy and down on that day and I wanna show it out to others, however, once I see them, I will go all high and such...knowing that I'm not suppose to be like this. This kinda sucks a lot cause all of it will start torturing me when I get home or when I'm alone.

And sometimes, when they see that I'm so-called in a gd mood, they start cracking those provocative jokes on me and I will get pissed off internally but not let it out..which makes my mood even worse for the day...

Don't know why I just feel so damn bloody lonely suddenly, its like I have no true friends to confide into and am keeping everything to myself....being ignored everywhere and left in a corner....

ok mayb some of what I have post is not understandable...but I just wanna let it all out cause keeping it all in is not an alternative anymore...Mayb its because of the stress...i hope...

Sometimes I wonder and think and then I will tell myself, my life really sucks...

2008-01-16T16:20:00.001+08:00

3 PAPERS DOWN!!!

3 MORE TO GO!!!

AND I DESPERATELY WANNA OWN THIS TWO DAMN COOL GADGETS...

Ja mata..

2008-01-14T13:58:00.000+08:00

I'm currently 3 hrs 20mins and 3secs frm my FIRST final year exam paper...Which is none other than that brain cells killing MOB...in case some of u non-business student don't understand what MOB stands for...it means...Management and organisational behaviour...

stress...stress...stresss...

I studied like some thrist deprived asshole for the previous test and guess what...I failed badly like 8 upon 25...Now I studied every inch and crank and crook of my notes that I even know what is the length of the paper. So if I still do fail again arh...er...I really got nothing to say...

My exam timetable
14/1 - M.O.B.
15/1 - GEMS - Astro and calenders
16/1 - CRS
25/1 - Stats
29/1 - Accounting (die!)
31/1 - Econs

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2008-01-12T15:31:00.001+08:00

Hey guys check out this vid man...like his musics alot..Kitaro is DA SEX!

Pause my blog music while listening to it...
Ok back to studying!!..

2008-01-08T03:20:00.000+08:00

I'M STUDIOUS...

NO BLOG UPDATES FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!!

CYA

2008-01-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!...

Every blog i go...every where i see resolutions...okok...so i think no harm posting mine right?
Well I didn't wish at 12am on 1st jan...dunno if late wishes will come true not...HAHA...

I really hope to put more effort on my studies..if I had to describe my results so far with one word...I would call it...RIDICULOUS!!..so yeah...so that means I will be off to woodlands lib to study everyday...n when i say study...I MEAN STUDY!!...ok thats number one

OK number two...I really want to recover from my skin problems...I'm really so sick of the red and raw colour of my skin everyday when I look into the mirror...and the stinging feeling on it when I touch water...I want to be normal like everyone...that is to say when I come back from a camp or chalet...I have normal skin colour and not extremely angry red colour on it...I have it for 10 years already and so if possible...let 2008 be the ending year for it...

Coming to number three...I wanna change my habit of speaking without thinking...I found out that I offend others easily as words just pop out from my mouth without any brain-filtering...
So please kenny lam...shut up when u shld shut up...and oh ya...to add on...(I know Dicki and lum and mayb mmdrs would be damn surprised to see this)..I wanna stop being so bloody blur and instead of getting trick all the time by the gang esp Dicki...I wanna prank and trick them back...hehe...(which i think is not really possible o_0")...

Number 4...probably the one which I think is the most likely to won't come true...as it has been for the past 4 years...but I would really like to give it one more attempt...one huge effort attempt...that is to let go of everything that happen in the past...and be back to normal and start living the present and the future...yup thats abt it...

Best moment this year...was when I got to meet the heroes face to face and had a wonderful vid on them and having a newspaper interview and having my pic on it... worst moment??...was when bern blocked my face on the newpaper pic...bastard...LOL...a review of the vid...

Actually...the best moment...was when momoders formed..hanging out with ppl like lum and thongs and chatting late into the night at a playground...poking fun at each other and laughing like mad ppl with dick and bern...avoiding the gayness of miao...making g shut up...acting like lindsay lohan with olivia...giving ben a big hug...they really make my life worthwhile...

And not forgetting mr ong chin chin...he really inspired me to study hard...helping me with my work late into the night...(even though I dissapoint time and time again)...he is really my best buddy in poly...

2007 was indeed a great year...Saw many couples form....and saw many couples break too...makes me wonder a lot how this bgr thing works sometimes....had many quarrels and fight...even had my 1st quarreling session with a class...was faced with lotsa problems...studies,family,friends and yeah...emotions...almost wanted to give up...but holded on...oh well...this are all the past..so yeah...

If I really wanted to list everything out...I dun think 10 post would even be enough...so yeah...to make it short...All I wish is just to change for the better!!! and not to have a screwed up life..

2007-12-28T15:35:00.000+08:00

Damn i seriously nidda study...just started studying and doing my schoolwork since tue and well...I think I'm seriously in deep shit for starting so late...

Celebrated christmas with fellow mmdrs at marina south steamboat-ing and i must say I dunnno why suddenly the steamboat tasted so goodddd...mayb because i chopped up the crab on my own...or maybe because bern's sweat enhanced the taste... o_0"

Watched "I am legend" with Dicki and gang that day...It was a seriously whoopass movie. I rate give it 4.5 ticks outta 5

Gonna talk about it so if u dun want me to spoil it for u...dun highlight the words below..

SPOILERS

*************************************************************************************** It was about this guy called Robert Neville(Will smith) who was the only last human survivor of new york city. He is facing a gang of zombie who used to be humans, just that they got infected by the virus.This zombies had a weakness, and that is they were very scared of the sunlight. So Robert could stock up on his daily food and necessity He had a dog companion named Sam but it got infected by the virus too afterwards and died eventually....leaving Robert alone...well he met another survivor afterwards and found the cure shortly...i lazy to tell the whole story la...so yeah...

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Ok la...i v lazy update...and i swear I will blog one long n lengthy and proper post some day...cya

2007-12-21T00:22:00.001+08:00

I NEED A BREAK FROM YISHUN!!!...I wanna go ECP as soon as possible....dunno why but I find that place extremely relaxing and good to think things out...ok...I'm so random...

Been thinking about so much stuffs nowadays..this thinkings....really gt me thinking...

N GUYS I'M NT EMO...I'm alright...just that I dun feel like talking...

Ok this post doesn't make sense...well on the bright side..at least i updated...

ok...enough of nonsensical muttering...cya...

2007-12-15T17:26:00.000+08:00

OKOK..christmas is nearing and my dear momos...when are we gonna start planning?...

Anyway. I know I haven been blogging much but I promise that my blog won't commit suicide and die like G's one ok?....MIA isn't yet the word to fit into my blog...yet...

I'm gonna dedicate my first post of this past few weeks to a guy hu really spoiled my much yearned after 74 bus ride home..

His Mr I'm-a-army-guy-and-I-like-to-lean-on-someone-while-slping (actually I have his real name because of the tag on his uniform but his respected) and I swear he totally annoyed the shit outta me...

I have been wanting to take bus 74 since the day I found out it gets to AMK MRT.

Seriously, I love long trips home where I can think about so much stuffs and just stone there. Have I ever told you that once I enjoyed the trip travelling to genting more than then being in genting. Thats why I love travelling...yep.. ANYWAY...back to the topic of defaming...

This guy (top) kept leaning onto me while slping like some gay bastard...that he made me so damn irritated...had I known that he would be sitting beside me for this ride...I should have taken the MRT home instead...

His annoyance plus the repeated water dripping from the ceiling of the bus really made the whole journey a shitty one...to think I still thought back in school that I would really enjoy it...

Watched Warlords yesterday. Geez, it was really a damn nice show...

Even though it was bloody where heads were being cut off, throats being sliced repeated, legs mained or broken apart, weapons going through a body...it was still a rather kickass show...and I dunno why I have strong fetish for war movies...lord of the rings, starwars, King arthur...all this really made me love them...

Ok dinnering soon with momoders....cya...

2007-12-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

Back from a v interesting and fun game of DOTA....n lost it...haha...anyway

I just found out I haven blog FOR A DAMN LONG TIME alr...

so yeah...here I am in the wee hours of the morning...doing this shit...

Anyway, nth interesting haf happened recently in my life...so yeah...nth much to blog actually...

Just that I have started studying and revising occasionally and yeah...hope I do well for end sem test...

oh well guys...ciaociao...slping...

2007-11-27T01:34:00.000+08:00

Went crashing NYP again this week...seems like every Mon is like Crash.NYP. day...lol

Practically slept through the whole time when I was slacking/studying with nad and Dicki in the library..N geez...NYP hotdogs seriously is sex man...the mustard taste tgt with the chilli sauce taste on the sausage is like OMGOMGOMG...gonna start craving for it again for 1 more week or more until i crash NYP again...and another 1 week or more before I start to hear the phrase "FUCK YOU LA!" being abused by nad...haha..

Just now while I was doing my CRS project, halfway thru, I was thinking about some stuffs...and this particular one really make me feel like blogging it out...

I have many frens..but which group of them among all is true and which group among all is just pure fakers...and why issit that I can act so normally and in my natural behaviour when I hang out with this bunch of frens and yet, I change out of this when with another...
And lets be realistic...having the good looks and popularity is definitely one of the few MUSTS to decide whether you have a lot of friends.
Ok heres the point...I'm totally pissed about people who ignore and leave you outta the gang or wouldn't wanna befriend you when they know you lack this factors..
This is like you have never ever offend them before and yet got hated back all the same....
And whats worse is when you start getting popular or even better looking, than this bunch of fakers start flocking back to you...wanting to be your 'TRUE' friend..so that their own popularity can increase or they can suck some benefits off you...

Enough being said...I think they should know who they are...

Anyway, I'm off to sleep and yeah...

2007-11-23T00:58:00.000+08:00

KENNY LAM IS OFFICIALLY SCREWED FOR HIS MST RESULTS!!!!

AND HE IS NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT!!!

BUT HE IS DETERMINED TO STUDY HARD AND GET BACK HIS MARKS!!!

GO FOR IT!!!

All this words of encouragement for myself...Its been like how many times that I have said it to myself. But i seriously hope that I can keep my motivation up to study...for my desire to go banking option, a chance to repay chinxiang for his patience in always teaching me and motivating me, a opportunity to really enjoy my end of year holidays with fellow momoders without any results spoiler and a hope for me to get my life back on track...that is to say by not being lazy and rotting my future away...

Anyway, celebrated jas birthday at cineleisure's suki sushi on wed...we had buffet...

Geez, 1 week and i had two buffet...no wonder i can feel myself growing fast horizontally... :X

Saw sherman and leslie and the BB gang there but didn't say hi cause I don't really know them well. Only interact with them when we played soccer tgt in sec sch...

Anyway,we were totally embarassing ourself there la. There was this one moment where we were too full up to the brim that we had to resort to stuff the un-ate sushi n orders down under the plate...well this was not all...we lift up the plate after squishing and compressing the food till it was like some roti prata...how it looked like..well...i don't think I wanna elaborate further...

Embarassment number 2 was when krystal saw plates of ice-cream puff on the conveyor belt...den she went like "that one very nice!...quickly grab it!"

Well..It didn't turn out to be just one but FIFTEEN PLATES OF ICECREAM PUFFS...

And omg we were well stuffed up to the top of our stomach with icecream puffs...

6X4=64...yes that was the amount of icecream puffs we ate...scary huh

It was so extreme that I said "Later when we go home, we might just shit out white shit.." meaning the white colours of the icecream puffs and rice...haha...

PHOTOS!!

Today went for SPSSC F.O. camp briefing and sub comm meeting...quite a lot of crazy stuff happen there and its what I love about sports club...lazy to elaborate more and yeah...off i go...

Well...as krystal said...even though we have been tgt in DBF/03 for almost 1 year alr..we have not really had this chance to go out tgt often and really enjoy ourself. Even though there have been some problems among our class...I must say that I am really looking forward to the chance where we get to go out tgt...and hang out tgt again...and I'm kinda happy today cos we finally did something tgt as a class...and that is to pon econs lecture...haha...may this continue...

2007-11-19T01:28:00.000+08:00

Ok...an almost dead blog...n here I am trying to revive it...does anyone know how to do CPR for blogs?

Results were absolutely devastating..but well...I really don't deserve to complain at all...I have brought it upon myself...now i got myself a module that is in danger of being forwarded...
I'm just so sick of myself, why can't I just brace up for once and pull up my socks and start to really put an effort on my studies...this seriously isn't my potential...its really sucky to really end up on the wrong end of the class results ranking...I'm freaking pissed off with myself...

I have already made a lot of promises to myself that I would start studying but all haven been fufilled..however..I'm gonna give myself a last chance and start taking all my schoolwork and mugging seriously alr...its either a make or break this sem...

Behind my every smile lies anguish...

2007-11-17T05:28:00.000+08:00

ITAB now...learning about ppt...

And case u are wondering what I'm constantly staring at now...this might give you a brief idea of what it is...

N oh ya, I promised to post the vid on ts monkeying ard in class so i shall....this is like the monkey queen of water mountain...

night fishing with fellow momoders ltr..and i heard there is lobsters in lower seletar...and lots of snails if u get wrong equipment...SHO EXCITENG~~

REALLY wet donut smashing on chek chek goreng for his bdae during break...MUAHAHAH..i will take some pics...

2007-11-12T18:23:00.000+08:00

HI LOL
MY NAME IS KENNY LAM HOHOHOHOHO

i tink kenny lam is a nice name...cos my parents name me kenny...teeheee.....n i love my parents..hahahahahaahahhaa,,,actually i was just jk...i dun like my parents...same as lum...T.T......but ya...YEA.....n i love lum n thongs....so ya....they luv me too...teehee...;DDDD

ok

actually...kenny (which i am) is very handsome. but then hor.. he's not my type..

and..

and i am very proud to say that..

kenny (which i am)

owes me 10 bucks

Yup yup.

eh i also wanna cut hair -______- but i shall wait for my fringe to grow longer then i cut ok kenny :):):):):):):):):):)

remember

I am kenny
and
i love big butts and i cannot lie

heh ur hair sux la..how long oso very er xin de ok..so dun even tink abt cutting..btw lam..ur hair is niceeeee...teeheebut mine is nicer~

kenny

loves

big

boobs

2007-11-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

ERRR...just to tell you guys arh...the previous post was posted by two suckers called lum n thongs...LOL....the pink lum n purple thongs...

Just now went to lum's house and we started looking at all the past pics....SOOO many good memories were back la...both the good and gay ones...

Oh ya...momoders 2 mths anniversary coming liao...we gonna celebrate WOOT....

ok...tts all LOL...tired n headache laa...tata...